Finding Happiness in 300 Days - Kingone Wang
♫ We are the planet far, far away,♫
♫ with a lonely spirit residing within us. ♫
♫ Anticipating that all the good things will appear in this moment, ♫
♫ As always, there’s no room left for despair. ♫
♫ Love is a journey full of risks. ♫
♫ As a backpacker without a map, ♫
♫ only when I’ve seen my fill of beauty and grandeur do I finally understand, ♫
♫ It’s you who fills the world with my unique color. ♫
♫ In the 300 days that I find happiness, my love. ♫
♫ This incredible story is like a miracle coming into our midst. ♫
♫ Perhaps the luck skirting around us was never far away. ♫
♫ Love is like an angel, guarding you close. ♫
♫ In the 300 days that I find happiness, my love. ♫
♫ There are too many surprises that are worthy of reminiscing. ♫
♫ All the beautiful wonders of this world will change because of you,♫
♫ at precisely the first day we find happiness ♫
[I think it's coming!]
Happy 300 Days Episode 14
It's like you said before.
no matter if it's tomorrow, the day after tomorrow,
or every day in the future,
we have to hold hands
and keep moving forward.
Then go! Keep running away!
I want you to know
the your happiness right now is built upon mine and An An's pain!
I'm sorry.
The me right now, really can't.
Don't say sorry!
I should be the one saying sorry.
I knew your condition, yet I still gave you so much pressure.
Let's pretend this didn't happen.
But I can't pretend that nothing happened.
Ya Ting,
I always thought that I was like you,
that I wanted your kind of future.
But only when this moment arrived did I suddenly realize,
that I'm very scared.
I'm afraid
that I can't accept this happiness.
I'm afraid that I don't deserve to have all of this.
This kind of me
really can't give you
the future you want.
I'm sorry.
♫ I am calmer when there are more people around, ♫
♫ because it’s easier to hide. ♫
♫ I’m afraid that others will ask about my old life, ♫
♫ and then my heart will feel like it’s been washed away by a flood again. ♫
♫ I just heard from other people’s lips ♫
♫ that he doesn’t really love me. ♫
♫ They say that his mind too murky ♫
♫ that it’s impossible to see through it and know his thoughts. ♫
I once thought that happiness would never come to me again.
♫ I thought I could bury it deeply, thought I could understand ♫
Before, I thought ♫ There are so many nights I must endure, ♫
I've already given up the possibility of having happiness. ♫ so worried that my face turns pale. ♫
♫ I’m not supposed to fall in love with certain kinds of boys. ♫
But I'm not sure when it began, ♫ My tears are already touching my bangs, ♫
I started believing again,
hoping again,
that I could have a happiness that belonged to me.
Even though happiness is obviously just behind this door,
and as long as I open this door,
♫ and not know how to love others. ♫
the happiness I want ♫ and not know how to love others. ♫
will be waiting for me at the other end. ♫ and not know how to love others. ♫
♫ I thought I could bury it deeply, thought I could understand ♫
♫ that I’m not supposed to fall in love with certain kinds of boys. ♫
Happiness is so close to me, ♫ I can’t get him to care about me, ♫
♫ yet I can’t seem to let go. Every time I see him I want to start over, ♫
but I don't have the courage
to take one step further.
♫ I’ve chosen to endure it alone. My heart has been stolen already anyway. ♫
It's just one more step... ♫ I’m not supposed to fall in love with certain kinds of boys. ♫
♫ You can’t blame me for not wanting to give up on him. ♫
and I can get happiness. ♫ You can’t blame me for not wanting to give up on him. ♫
♫ Love tortures me in all kinds of ways. ♫
So, in the end, ♫ My tears are already touching my bangs, ♫
happiness still
brushed past our shoulders.
Was it that I never deserved
to have happiness?
I'm back.
You're back?
I'll take her upstairs now.
Ya Ting, why didn't Qi Tian come back with you?
He's in Taipei.
Is that so?
Then... Um...
Then did he say when he was coming back?
He won't come back anymore.
Good girl, don't cry.
What's wrong?
If you don't have Qi Tian, you still have GiGi, right?
Good girl, don't be afraid.
He won't come back anymore.
Good girl.
Don't cry, okay?
Mom!
Don't be afraid. It'll be fine.
Qi Tian,
when you see this letter,
I've already returned home.
I wanted to tell you,
that actually, before you appeared,
I have decided not to believe in love anymore.
But meeting you,
because of you,
I finally realized
that in my heart I still had the urge to love,
had the courage to love.
Until now, I've never regretting falling in love with you.
Actually, I don't blame you at all.
I just feel confused.
Exactly how painful is that pain in your heart?
A hurt so strong that you're not willing to let me share it with you?
So painful that you'd rather be alone.
I just feel regretful
that why in the end,
we can't fulfill
the promise we made together?
♫ Baby, hurry and go to sleep. ♫
♫ Your smile is my entire world. ♫
♫ Take the lucky little red flower with you, ♫
No matter if it's right now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow,
or even in the future, and many, many more futures, ♫ Baby, you are the one who brings hope for tomorrow, ♫
I want to be like this right now. ♫ Baby, you are the one who brings hope for tomorrow, ♫
holding your hand,
and Little Happiness's hand,
and the three of us, keep moving forward together. ♫ The song I wrote for you, its simple harmonies, ♫
Are you willing? ♫ resonates in my ears. ♫
I'm willing. ♫ Baby, I am grateful for every day that includes you. ♫
Even now, I still believe what you said, ♫ Now the simplest things are my biggest wish. ♫
♫ We walk hand in hand, your face touching mine. ♫
that you were serious when you said you wanted to move forward with me. ♫ your face touching mine. ♫
♫ A scene filled with such happiness, ♫
It's the best dream
I've ever had. ♫ I hope it lasts forever. ♫
- Yao Yang! - You monster! What exactly did you do to Ya Ting!
- Yao Yang, calm down! - How do you expect me to calm down?!
I was just thinking... when would you two come?
What are you talking about? What exactly did you do to Chen Ya Ting?
How can you let her go home by herself, and make her so sad? Tell me!
Zhang Yao Yang,
is your question what I did to Chen Ya Ting,
or if Chen Ya Ting and I really are over?
If you wanted to ask the second question, I can tell you right now.
Right now,
is the best chance for you to chase Chen Ya Ting.
What bullshit are you saying right now?
Have you forgotten how me and big brother let you two be together in the first place?
What are you laughing about?
I'm laughing at how you two can be so serious.
Didn't we agree that we are all acting?
I really don't get why you two are so serious?
However, Zhang Yao Yang, I can give you some advice.
If you want to find a girl to play around with,
never find someone like Chen Ya Ting who's already a mother.
It's so troublesome.
What are you saying?
Qi Tian, listen carefully.
I don't care what happened between you and Ya Ting.
I also don't care what's hidden in your heart that you can't talk about.
But please remember that Yao Yang and I
are not only Ya Ting's friends. We're also your brothers! So don't use that attitude with us!
Who's brothers with you?
This was just a game, okay?
A game?
Stop hitting him!
Qi Tian,
So that's the situation?
I understand.
If this really is your decision,
then we have nothing more to say.
Yao Yang,
you don't need to say anything more to someone like him.
Let's go.
Scum!
I'm fine. Thanks.
Wait.
Exactly what happened between you and Chen Ya Ting?
What you said was right.
I really don't deserve happiness.
I'm sorry.
Why does it still hurt so much?
I thought that as long as I got a good beating,
it wouldn't hurt so much here.
But why
does it still hurt so much?
So painful...
Really... painful.
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From that night on, no one among us ever mentioned Qi Tian again.
Gradually,
any trace that Qi Tian ever lived in our house
bit by bit... disappeared.
It was just as though he never existed.
My life started getting busy,
because Little Happiness was growing up everyday.
And the challenges a mother faces really is too much.
I also keep telling myself,
I must do everything I can
to give Little Happiness double the happiness.
I don't want her to feel lonely,
or let her feel alone.
Little Happiness is my entire world.
And then I slowly realized,
Ah!
So becoming a mother
is supposed to be like this.
Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you!
After all, to a woman,
there really would be a treasure in this world,
a treasure where you would love her
more than you love yourself.
And then, just like that,
until one day I suddenly remembered the Qi Tian of that year,
and the me who naively believed in love.
Because of that, I smiled,
because I knew
that I would never be able to be that Chen Ya Ting who believes in love again.
Perhaps this isn't so bad after all.
The me now, really likes my status right now.
I'm... not just Chen Ya Ting.
More so, I'm Little Happiness's mother.
Being like this,
it is really great.
- Hurry! Come quick! It's him! He's so handsome! - It is!
Hey, it's true! It really is him!
It's him! So handsome!
He's coming out!
So handsome!
Chef, can we have a picture with you?
He's coming out!
So handsome!
Chef, can we have a picture with you?
A picture is fine, just make sure you don't fall in love with me
because, I'm just a legend.
If you fall in love with me, that's fine too.
You can add me on FB (facebook).
This... is my fan club.
He looks so handsome. Who would've known him to be such a country boy as soon as he opens his mouth?
What a shame. Let's go.
What's wrong with being a country boy?
You don't know what you're missing.
Ah! I have to go pick up Little Happiness!
Little Happiness, you're not hurt, are you?
You're really something. You lost in a fight to a girl, and you still have the face to tattle tale to the teacher?
Mr. Zhang.
I'm sorry.
Happiness, let's go home.
Uncle Fat Courage, when can I go on a mission with daddy?
Little Happiness,
let Uncle Fat Courage tell you.
Because your dad
is the ace king in our Happiness Realm,
he's super, super busy. Right now, he's...
on the King Star Planet. He's completing a mission on the King Star Planet.
Where is the King Star Planet?
King Star Planet?
The King Star Planet is there... in the sky...
that side. Very, very far away...
so, he can't come back whenever he wants,
because... because the peace of the entire universe is on his shoulders.
Then Uncle Fat Courage, why aren't you on a mission?
Me?
That's right. It's because...
Because even though I'm a pillar in the Happiness Realm,
I also want to be on a mission too.
But, since I got shot by a coward in the back,
I gave the role of being a hero to your dad.
Who told him to steal my idea?
Alright. Little Happiness, let's go home. Grandma's waiting for us.
Okay? Let's go.
Alright. 1, 2, 3. Jump!
Happiness Realm, Dispatcher number 1, Little Happiness!
Tell Uncle Fat Courage,
what's the first rule to be the Super Happiness Hero?
You can't let citizens realize
the hero's true identity!
Yeah!
Let's go!!
Little Happiness.
Little Happiness, tell mom why you got in a fight.
I'm asking you a question.
Why did you fight with your classmates?
I can't tell.
Why can't you say?
Little Happiness, didn't we pinky promise?
No matter what happens, you have to tell mommy.
Fine! Ya Ting, it's all my fault.
It's all my fault. It has nothing to do with Little Happiness.
Little Happiness, be good. Don't be afraid.
Uncle Fat Courage is here. Go upstairs first.
I want to be loyal!
Little Happiness, with your one word,
I, Uncle Fat Courage, can die in peace!
But, if you consider me your Uncle Fat Courage,
then don't bother about me. Go upstairs!
Zhang Yao Yang! What scene are you acting now?
How many times have I told you not to teach the kid this nonsense.
Alright, GiGi Jie.
The child is watching.
Grandma is playing around with Uncle Fat Courage.
Little Happiness, don't be afraid.
Uncle Fat Courage will handle Mommy over here.
- You should go upstairs first. - Go upstairs first, okay?
Good girl.
Bye bye.
Alright.
Actually... actually it's because I lied to Little Happiness.
I told her that her dad is the hero of the Happiness Realm.
So as long as she does 100 good things for others,
she can see her dad.
I created this mess.
Ya Ting, I'm sorry.
Why did you tell Little Happiness these things?
Just...
It's just that she really wanted to know who her dad was,
and I didn't know how to respond to her.
It can't be.
Little Happiness tells me everything.
If she really wanted to know, she would ask me herself.
But she didn't ask at all, which means she doesn't need to know.
Look at them! They're all putting this on me!
So that's why I would make up a story like that.
So...
she asked all of you already?
Then why didn't she ask me herself?
Ya Ting, don't blame yourself.
Actually, I also asked Little Happiness why she didn't ask you herself.
Do you know what she told me?
She said, she doesn't dare ask you,
because she's afraid that mommy will be sad, and that you'll cry.
Ya Ting, actually... there's one more thing,
except... we don't know how to tell you.
This is what Little Happiness asked me...
to put her dad's things.
She said that she could think about her dad here.
She...
where did she find this?
As for that, I really don't know.
One day, she brought this picture to me and asked,
saying... if this was her dad.
I really didn't know how to explain to her.
So... I could only nod my head.
Since then, this picture
became Little Happiness's treasure.
She would come here every day,
and then open the cabinet by herself,
saying little secrets to the daddy in her mind.
Little Happiness, can mommy ask you a question?
Do you really want to know who your daddy is?
Your daddy isn't a hero... or a superman.
He's just a very normal person.
See?
This is your dad.
His name is...
Qi Tian.
This is your dad.
His name is...
Qi Tian.
Even though he doesn't have superpowers, he's a very amazing space designer.
See that? Our house was designed by him.
Did he design that too?
Dad is really amazing.
And see this bear?
This is what he gave you when you were just born.
♫ Baby, hurry and go to sleep. ♫
♫ Your smile is my entire world. ♫
♫ Dry your tears, and encircle yourself with love, ♫
When you were little, you loved to cry.
But every time you heard the song in the bear that daddy sang,
- you would immediately fall asleep. - Really?
Then where's daddy now?
Mommy doesn't know.
Then will daddy come back?
Daddy won't come back.
Why? Does daddy not like me anymore?
It has nothing to do with Little Happiness.
It's because daddy
doesn't like mommy anymore.
Why does daddy not like mommy?
Little Happiness,
listen carefully to what mommy tells you.
From now on,
you have only mommy, and mommy is just like you.
I have only you...
because you're the precious Little Happiness that mommy
loves the most,
and treasures the most.
♫ Baby, you are the one who brings hope for tomorrow, ♫
♫ so that even the smallest touching moments are worth remembering. ♫
♫ The song I wrote for you, its simple harmonies, ♫
♫ resonates in my ears. ♫
♫ Baby, I am grateful for every day that includes you. ♫
♫ Now the simplest things are my biggest wish. ♫
♫ We walk hand in hand, your face touching mine. ♫
♫ A scene filled with such happiness, ♫
♫ I hope it lasts forever. ♫
Mom!
Huh? What's wrong?
I put a box of trash in front of the door. Can you throw it away for me later?
Alright, put in in front of the door.
Little Happiness, Uncle Fat Courage will take you up to here.
- Go in yourself. - Bye!
Uncle Fat Courage, bye bye!
Auntie, how do I find this address?
Taipei City,
you have to take this bus,
but buy a ticket inside first.
Thank you.
Auntie, I want to buy a ticket to Taipei for one person, please.
Okay. That'll be $350NTD.
Thank you for coming.
Teacher Huang?
Little Happiness didn't go to preschool?
Here, have some water.
Careful.
Little girl, what's your name?
Are you lost?
Where's your mom?
Or do you live around here?
Or can you tell me your house address? Or a phone number is fine.
Little girl.
If you don't tell me, how can I help you?
You are...
Little Happiness, right?
Then are you daddy?
You are...
Little Happiness, right?
Then are you daddy?
I am.
I am Little Happiness's daddy.
- My name is Qi Tian. - I know.
You know?
Did your mom tell you?
Then where's your mom?
Wait.
So you came here alone and your mom doesn't know?
You're hungry, right?
Daddy will make something for you.
How tall are you?
Uh...
about 180cm.
Daddy will cook something for you to eat.
How old are you?
33.
Let's eat first.
Later,
no matter what you want to ask, I'll answer you, okay?
Eat slowly, daddy is beside you. I won't leave you.
Here.
If daddy feeds you, you won't be afraid daddy will leave you.
Is that okay?
Does it taste good?
Is daddy amazing?
It's all over your mouth.
Daddy, can I ask you a question?
Ask away.
Do you still like mommy?
Like.
Really like.
Here.
Eat your veggies.
Look at your mouth!
Want some water?
It's our Little Happiness. Can you help us find her?
Okay, thank you. I'll keep in touch with you later. Hey!
Will the police help?
We already reported the case. But they said that it has to be 48 hours before they can start searching.
That long?
Hello?
I'm Qi Tian.
Daddy,
Here, let daddy hold you. Little Happiness, don't cry.
I won't work, I'll keep you company, okay?
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What are you doing?
Are you modeling on the catwalk or something?
Crazy!
Little Happiness,
Little Happiness?
Mommy.
Get up, and get your things. We're going home.
I don't want to!
Get your things. We're going home!
I don't want to!
Daddy,
Chen Xing Fu! ("Xing Fu" is Happiness. Calling by whole name is being strict.)
Will daddy go home with us?
He won't.
Daddy won't come home with us.
Why?
Didn't daddy say he still likes you?
♫ It is most fortunate that love is actually not about getting back together. ♫
♫ at precisely the first day we find happiness. ♫
Daddy won't come home with us.
Why?
Didn't daddy say he still likes you
You're not going home?
Then fine. You stay. I'm going.
I don't want to!
Ya Ting,
can you give me one day's time?
I already told Little Happiness that I'd be with her today.
I promised her we'd go out to play.
Just one day is enough.
Mommy, please?
Didn't daddy say he still likes you?
Little Happiness, give that to me.
Go sit next to mommy. Let me take a picture of you.
Here. 1, 2, 3!
Daddy, let's take one of the three of us!
Come.
Is the watermelon sweet?
Sweet!
♫ so that even the smallest touching moments are worth remembering. ♫
♫ The song I wrote for you, its simple harmonies, ♫
♫ resonates in my ears. ♫
♫ Baby... ♫
Ya Ting,
you still can't forgive me?
What do you expect the Chen Ya Ting five years later will be like?
A Chen Ya Ting that will run towards you crying and saying, "let's start over"?
I'm sorry.
Can you please forgive me, and give me one more chance?
Actually, you don't need to say sorry.
We both played a part in this ending.
No one is right or wrong.
Actually, the me now can understand your feelings back then.
After you left,
at first I missed you.
At first, whenever I thought of you, my heart still hurt a lot,
But Little Happiness keeps growing up.
I had to keep up with her and grow up too.
Before, I couldn't understand what kind of hurt
could be so painful that you couldn't accept love.
so painful that you'd want to push me away.
What kind of pain is it
that hurts so much that you'd rather abandon me
and insist on living alone?
Until one day,
I gazed at Little Happiness's sleeping face.
I started to imagine
what I would do if I lost Little Happiness too.
Just imagining it
made my heart hurt so much I almost died.
At that moment, I finally realized
Ah...
So that kind of pain
really does make someone want to give up everything.
From that moment on, I stopped blaming you.
I can even tell you
that these five years,
I'm still very much in love with you.
Ya Ting...
But I won't accept you anymore...
because I'm not just Chen Ya Ting anymore,
but Little Happiness's mother.
Five years ago, you let go because you were afraid of the pain, and I don't blame you.
But five years later, if you leave again, you're not just hurting me. You're hurting Little Happiness.
Then I'd rather not have that kind of love.
♫ at precisely the first day we find happiness. ♫
Five years ago, you let go because you were afraid of the pain.
I don't blame you.
But five years later, if you leave again, you're not just hurting me, you're hurting Little Happiness.
Then I'd rather not have this kind of love.
Whether you believe me or not,
this time, Little Happiness coming to find me really gave me lots of courage.
I've thought about it for a long time.
No matter how much I'm suffering, An An will never come back.
But at least,
I can still give others happiness.
At least Little Happiness still needs me.
I want to start moving forward now,
with Little Happiness,
and you.
♫ Gazing up at the distant clouds up in the sky, ♫
♫ Time cannot take away the emptiness from those memories. ♫
♫ I lift a finger to paint a rainbow. ♫
Five years ago, ♫ Loneliness understands me very well. ♫
it was you who didn't need me. ♫ Loneliness understands me very well. ♫
♫ Gazing into the sea as sorrow no longer ripples, ♫
Five years later, ♫ Gazing into the sea as sorrow no longer ripples, ♫
♫ as though it has taken away all happiness. ♫
I don't need you anymore. ♫ as though it has taken away all happiness. ♫
♫ Who is it that suddenly waved towards me smiling? ♫
♫ He who also saved me? ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love has never given up before. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that we have all been hurt deeply. ♫
♫ Everything that we most hate and regret, everything that hurts us thoroughly, ♫
♫ we should courageously detach ourselves from them all. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love has never given up before. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that we have all been hurt deeply. ♫
♫ Everything that we most hate and regret, everything that hurts us thoroughly, ♫
♫ we should courageously detach ourselves from them all. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love is actually not about getting back together. ♫
♫ The happiest thing is learning how to accept the One with Happiness. ♫
♫ What I once reminded myself of, deeply in my heart, etching it into my bones, ♫
♫ is a song I sing for myself. ♫
♫ We are all the One with Happiness. ♫
Little Happiness, say goodbye to daddy.
I want to say thank you one last time.
As for see you again...
I don't need to say that anymore. (Usually "see you soon" is also a common goodbye.)
Let's go.
Daddy, will you go home with mommy?
Little Happiness,
didn't we agree?
Daddy will go back to find you very soon. Very soon!
So Little Happiness has to promise daddy not to cry anymore, okay?
Hmm?
If Little Happiness keeps crying,
daddy and mommy will be very sad too, do you understand?
Mm?
Daddy, I won't cry.
That's it. That's a good girl.
- That's a good girl. - Daddy, bye bye.
Bye bye.
Daddy, bye bye.
- Is the watermelon sweet? - Sweet!
Daddy promises you, when you go back to Pingtung,
daddy will come find you very soon, okay?
Really?
Of course it's real.
Hello, Terry? I want you to sell this house for me.
Yes.
Because my work in Taipei is finished, so I don't need it anymore.
Why so sudden?
Because...
someone is waiting for me to go home.
Daddy! You're back!
I'm back.
What right does Qi Tian have?
What right?
Qi Tian isn't Little Happiness's real dad!
Zhang Yao Yang!
Come. Let's go on a mission.
My love alone isn't enough!
As long as you can complete it, I'll take you to find your daddy, okay?
If he doesn't say anything, do you expect me to go up to him saying I've forgiven him already?
How many heroes
use this method to win the beauties over?
Mom!
Let go of that woman!
It's really embarrassing.
He fell down from the second floor patio!
Second brother! You can't remember anything?
I couldn't have... lost my memory?!
♫ Gazing up at the distant clouds up in the sky, ♫
♫ Time cannot take away the emptiness from those memories. ♫
♫ I lift a finger to paint a rainbow. ♫
♫ Loneliness understands me very well, ♫
♫ Gazing into the sea as sorrow no longer ripples, ♫
♫ as though it has taken away all happiness. ♫
♫ Who is it that suddenly waved towards me smiling? ♫
♫ He who also saved me? ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love has never given up before. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that we have all been hurt deeply. ♫
♫ Everything that we most hate and regret, everything that hurts us thoroughly, ♫
♫ we should courageously detach ourselves from them all. ♫
♫ It is most fortunately that love is actually not about getting back together. ♫
♫ The happiest thing is learning how to accept the One with Happiness. ♫
♫ What I once reminded myself of, deeply in my heart, etching it into my bones, ♫
♫ We are all the One with Happiness. ♫